happy birthday, victor!

this is kat here to report that i 1) hope you have a lovely enough day to make up for every bad day ever and 2) am glad that you are still alive in spite of the horrors. there are a lot of things in life worth seeing, i think, like casey and cool trees, and if anyone deserves to see them it's you.

and also, pardon if this sounds selfish, i am glad you are alive so we could have met. it will always be a pleasure to know you regardless of how long it has been since we talked... truly no one else i'd love to watch movies with or listen to podcasts with.. even though we haven't done the latter, but well i think it'd be fun if you ever wanted to (TMA ...); your commentary on your interests is always so delightful and thoughtful. i always go Yaaay! reading them, and there are some things i associate so strongly with you for it (hello charlotte, tma [as mentioned], internet horror, etc).....

We r warriors in neurodivergence and i will live for you on the battlefield bestie. im pretty sure ive mentioned before that i think creativity is the best thing a person could have and that you have that in spades, but i'd also like to mention your passion for your interests, too. i am happy that some of our interests differ because of it; i always feel like i leave a conversation with you having learned something, and/or like there are things in the world checking out. as someone who very much values New Perspectives and Different Artworks i am glad for it >_O

i have never been organized in my life so i just want to come back to the Yay! im glad you can experience fun things! thing—i know ive rambled about 900 times about how omnipotent rewired my brain and waow your ideas so awesome but i just really want to emphasize that champ i really do appreciate what omnipotent offers to the conversation on human connection. the world is better for the existence of you and your ideas—i dont necessarily knoe all of them, but from what i know Well i am feeding you grapes /positive.

i talk a lot about how elliot's tragedies makes me want to bury my head in sand and also my eternal Tails Gets Trolled (/compliment) at judas's fate, but i truly appreciate the fact That their fates are like that. that they were built up to that. that they make complete sense. so as not to omnipotent ramble at you i am cutting this short to say.. i think one of the epic-est things about art is how much it can move a person in some way or another. i DO enjoy feeling like i am getting waterboarded and therefore i enjoy the Aahh!! ride of omnipotent... Can someone please tell daniel i miss him. because i do.

that being said, i want to point out again how much i appreciate your sincerity and patience. besides the "i take 900 years to reply but you do not kill me for it?" i think it is nice how i feel like you are being completely genuine when you express interest in what other people are saying and how you might even follow up with them on past things. you remember a lot about people, which is very caring of you.. it makes me happy to see that in a world afraid of whimsy and joy.

i'm glad you are determined to live and have a future even when other people try to make you feel lesser (you should stone them btw); first off i wish people did not dipshit all over the place like that (stoone them stone them x300), but it is.. reassuring, i think, to see you Live. even when everything sucks i am like, yay. youre alive and im alive and we know each other. adding onto that, i really do admire your ability to stand up for yourself and for other people. it's inspiring.

also, i really dont know a better way to put it, how actively you try to get to know people? which.. i guess i already covered, but i want to single that out again. asking about my day or God ForbidMy Art can be prettyy. something. but it really does mean a lot to me that you ask—you make me want to get better with this kind of stuff. thank you for that. and thank you for listening to my mildly insane rambles whenever i launch into them. yaay

anyways yes ^_^ i apologize that i dont know how to end this elegantly, but i just wanted to pass that on. thank you for being alive. im glad the world never ended in 2012 or whatever so we can chill today slurping lava with straws while listening to Beats To Not Remember Manifest Correctly to. live laugh judas. forever

xoxoxo spaghetti-os kat